Hello.(: Im back to post. It's 1.52am now. Another day went by. Time flies, yeah?
Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about the JongKyung issue. And I came up with my conclusion.

I've always told myself not to believe it, until SM and Jjong stands out to clarify. Maybe it's just planned by SM, nothing else. That's what all are hoping for, of course. But what if, it's true? Jjong has mentioned several times that he really likes shin sekyung. I'm sure he's really happy to be with her. As fans, we should just give them our blessings. I'm sure that's what he wish for. He would want blessings from all his fans. He is happy to with her. But if it's just because of fans, they have to break up, aren't us, the fans, too selfish? We always say we love SHINee, we love Jjong. However, our actions doesn't prove it. We aren't giving happiness to him. All we think about is just for ourselves. It's not like if he doesn't date sekyung, he would date any of us. No, he wouldn't. It's just the fantasy of fangirls. If we love Jjong, what we'll really want would be him to be happy. If dating sekyung really makes him happy, then why not? It isn't easy to do it, to accept it, I know. I'm trying very hard to convince myself too. And furthermore, what can we do? If they really love each other, then they're meant to be. One day, all the stats will date, will get married. If you can't accept it, just go and idolize a monk. He's not gonna get married or date. I'm pretty sure what I say is true, even though I don't deny the fact that I rather them be gays.

Actually, what's hurting me most is not Jjong dating sekyung, but that JONGKEY is over. I don't want that to happen. I don't mind and doesn't dislike Jjong dating sekyung, but I'll hate him if he neglects key and other SHINee members. Really. I love JONGKEY. I love how Jjong and key matches each other. I love how Jjong knows about key that much. I really love that.(: I'll continue to ship jongkey, even if Jongkyung is real. Because, JONGKEY was once real too.

如果我能祝福你，
那不是我看清了，
而是我证明，
我爱你。

He looks like Heechul xD

MINHO ^^

LOSER ~

STARE ~

Perhaps you're doing this to Shin Sekyung, Key? GOOD JOB <3

Okay, just some pictures to say! I shall let the pictures speak for me. (:

Even though i don't wanna accept it;

Hello peeps.^^ Today, is the last day of my sec 1 life. The last day in 1Copyright'10. ^^ Surprisingly, i feel pretty alright. Got back my report book, terrible. :\ Got 35/38 in class. -.- And got 283/318 in the whole level. Too bad, i didn't study. But i didn't fail anything. And i got 2 "A"s! ^^ A2 for history, my best subject ^^

Today, slacked in class, during the F-T time, cher down there talk talk talk, me and fel down there watching videos and listening to music, plus writing some weird weird so called fan fic about jongkyung. xd It's really funny. I wrote it, she drew it. Shall post on asianfanfic and winglin, i think. Haven't complete, she's gonna come my house to complete it soon. Kekes^^

Got extra long time for recess. After recess, have the use your hand compaign, is the nicer way of saying, CLEAN YOUR CLASSROOM, gives us 2 hours CIP. Wow. xD But then, i was slacking away with fel, cel, and nisa. xD Went to apologise to the tree, cause fel made two of the leaves dropped. Then we down there bowing and saying sorry to the tree, then danced "sorry sorry" to the tree. Waseh. -.- Then still apologise to the chairs, lockers, and thank them. Bowbowbow sorrysorrysorry also. xD Funny die.

Played heart attack and truth or dare with cel,fel,vaneh,nisa,clare. Fun die. I damn lucky lah, around 5-6 games, i won 3. Wow. xD Truth or dare, stupid like hell. xD Celine kissed Genis on the head, i kissed the board, Vaneh kissed the table, Nisa kiss kailing's hair. xD Sick people around. ^^ But it's really fun. This people, really funny. ^^

If it wasn't for them, i can't survive in Cedar.(: It's not like they'll read this, cause they don't know about my blog, but still, i really have to thank them, a lot a lot. They made my life here so fantastic, so fun. We always laugh, play around, be crazy and wild like nobody's business, but who cares? We're gonna be childish and play as much as we can when we still can do it.

Anyways, the more i think about it, the more i'm okay about the shinee stuff that's happening. Bad news are coming one after another. Seriously, being a fangirl, is freaking difficult. :/ Haha.

Okay, so, after sch, met with xiuhui, qiwen and their friends? Idk their names, kay. Crazy people. xD Chatted with xiuhui. No H2H talk, got so much people around. Not saying they're extra kay! ^^ Wanna go out with xiuhui soon. Just the two of us. Kekes^^

This sat might be going on a date with VANESIA, my LESBO. <3 HAHA, go romantic yi xia. Sounds damn wrong, kay, anything. Today she weird weird de. ): Cheer up lesbo. Anything must text me lah, kay. :):) Anyway, i changed my mind, i'm gonna post about SHINee stuff~ I'm gonna share some funny stuff ~ ^^


Resigning to reality will be the last thing i ever want to do.

DATING? ):

Okay, i didn't post about SHINee ytd, and i'm going to do it already. My heart is broken into 1000 pieces, or even more. JONGHYUN and SHIN SEKYUNG ARE CONFIRMED DATING.
I'm not going to bash them, neither can i get myself to give them my blessings.
Jonghyun has already mentioned that he likes lee min jung and shin se kyung, but now, they're dating? And it has already been a month. That solves all the question about why jonghyun is always texting. And, to add on to it, Super Junior and SHINee has already know that jonghyun is dating. SHAWOLS and ELFS feel betrayed. Really.

A lot of Jonghyun's fansites are already close down. Sekyung and #jongkyung are trending on twitter. What's this? Trying to rub salt into all blingers wound? I hope Jonghyun will stand out to talk about it soon. If this is real, i bet SHINee's fame will really drop. Drop. DROP. I don't want them to disband. Really. Even though JongHyun makes us all heartbroken, but i still support SHINee, and still, i'll support JONGHYUN, but not SSK.

Afterall, what can we do? It's their life, their privacy. It has nothing to do with us. It's not like, JongHyun will date any of us even if he doesn't date SSK. But, he's only 20 now. Isn't it too early? AND this news is released AFTER hello has been released.

I think i should trust GINNA. It's just publicising them~ They didn't wear any thing to cover up their face, blablabla. It's to gain their fame only. RIGHT? I'm going to hypnotise myself now. Only JongKey is real.

I'm gonna go now. Beware of ME. I'm not in good mood.


I SHIP JONGKEY. ONLY JONGKEY IS REAL.

:)

Okay, i shall split today's post into two, if not it'll be freaking long. xD I'll talk about SHINee tmr, and others today, yupps? ^^ And that makes me become like i really post regularly. :P WELL, I DO ~ ^^

Last night, was texting with justina unnie until like 1 + ? Haha, had so much fun talking to my dearest unnie <3 ^^ Haha, she's freaking awesome. The awesomest unnie, and the awesomest elf. xD

Anyways, whole day of sch, got back results. xD TOTALLY SUCKISH. NO "A"s at all. I didn't study, no expectations. xD But i didn't fail anything. All my results is from B3 - C5 . xD My mum say bu cuo lor ~ OMG. xD Anyways, yupps. Was kinda happy. ^^ Hmm, boring much lah, during school.

Home-d, showered blablabla. OH~ I finished watching maid sama. Omg, i'm totally happy.
USUI is the hottest guy ever man. xD Wait, hottest anime guy, to be specific. OMO ~ I LOVE HIM. I love Hinata too, though. Did i get his name right? Whatever. xD OMFG ~ I totally love them. Kyaaaaaaa~ ^^

Kay, anyway, one of my small small turtle died. ): Sobs. Damn sad. Took him down, buried him. RIP, nian nian ~ We love you. Oreo is currently sleeping on my bed. ~ Anyways, i'm not going to school tomorrow. Gonna pon sch. xDD Freak, i wanna read my book now. xD I shall sync my phone, then read my book while listening to music. (Y) This is pure entertainment.

Tomorrow's post is gonna be freaking long, get prepared. I'm gonna be freaking AGITATED and BLA. So yupps. :P Some stuff just makes me wanna say the "f" word. Okay, but actually i dun needa post it here, can just go my tumblr. -.- But i didn't say much there, i'm gonna elaborate here then~ Since i'll be at home tmr, so yupps ~

Gonna go enjoy myself now ~ BUHHBYE <3

[Fancam] Kpop Night Concert in Singapore 101023 - SHINee { Ring Ding Do...

[Fancam] Singapore KPop Night Concert - SHINee Ring Ding Dong

[Fancam] Singapore KPop Night Concert - SHINee Hello

SHINee - Lucifer @ Singapore 2010 K-pop Night Concert

[FANCAM] Shinee Singapore Kpop night - Replay 23.10.2010

I AM SAD BECAUSE.

I'm sad because i'm not going to kpop night to see SHINee performing live. ):
I'm sad because i'm not going to kpop night to see FT Island performing live. ):
I'm sad because i'm not going to kpop night to see SNSD performing live. ):
I'm sad because i'm not going to kpop night to see ZE:A performing live. ):
I'm sad because i'm not going to kpop night to see Infinite performing live. ):
I'm sad because i'm not going to kpop night to see D-NA performing live. ):
I'm sad because i'm not going to kpop night to see Big Bang performing live. ):

*SIGH* I'm so sad that i can do nothing now. ):
Byebye ):

SHINee and Erasers Maniac

Hello peeps! It's been a week since i last posted. But who cares, nobody reads anyway ^^ Anyways, school has been QUITE fun nowadays. xD Well, there's no studying and exams~
I'm not gonna elaborate on anything, though ^^ BUT, I CAN SKATE! Haha, at least a bit ^^
Anyway, got my SHINee hello album and poster! But the poster kenna folded.
I'm so sad ): Tsk. What to do? Tsktsk. At least i unfolded it and rolled it up already. SAD SAD!

Ohh, and i just remembered that i said i'll be posting regularly. xD But it doesn't seems to be like that. Heheh :P nobody reads anyway, who cares ^^ Kayy. I can't believed i finished watching in 4 days, and in 1 1/2 days! Yay ~ ^^

Ohh~ puppy jjong won't be coming for kpop night, due to his ankle injury. I'm pretty glad, though. He get to rest! ^^ Scared Key damn sad cause his couple didn't come. Kekes ^^ Anyways, yupps :) Watched mubank just now. Was telling my mum all about shinee. XD
Say "Taemin one year younger than kor leh" "This one 2 years older" "Oh, this one not coming sg for kpop night" "The oldest only 3 years older than kor leh". xDD I talk so much.

Anyways, then my mum said JONGHYUN is the most handsome and good looking? Haha, I AGREE. He looks the most handsome, but taemin and onew are the cutest. :P Key is more girl. xD Minho ~ TALL LIKE IDK WHAT! Kayy, excited now. xD

So yupps, got to go now. Shall watch videos and so on. ^^ Have fun, people! ^^

*I am a SHINee and Erasers Maniac . :\
Not to mention, i'm also CN Blue, DBSK, SNSD, SISTAR, SUPER JUNIOR, MBLAQ'S CRAZY.
xD

Today! :)

Annyeong! ^^ I think I'll be posting regularly. Kekes^^ Cause EOY is over! Yupps :)
Anyways, really enjoyed today! ^^ It's really fun, even though I fell so many times. Kekes^^
Kay, so went to school later than usual, then we shifted to the sec 2 place already! Not used. XD

Then had rollerblades lesson. I went to the advanced one, caused I had lessons quite a few years ago. But unfortunately.. I totally lost my skill. And I fell like dont know how many times! >: Can't skate already! *sigh* Must JIAYOU already! >: Thanks to a lot of people for accompanying and helping me during the lessons! (Thanks a lot to Felicia, Li Hui, Celine Tan, GinNa Teo, Vanessa, Clare and Violet!) They're always helping me up when I fall, holding on to me and trying to help me skate AGAIN! Thanksthanks! ^^ Haha anyway, then went science lab for experiment. Went to take out the DNA of strawberries. It's damn cool. XD Then recess, then went t hall for movie then listened to craps.

End of sch, went to koran with celine tan. XD Went comics connection, look around, bought some stuff. Then home-d at around 3. Showered and so on. Around 3.40, went to bus int to look for Denise:):) After, came my house. OREO DOESN'T LIKE DENISE! :P Then watched videos, chit chat, watched mubank and played the twistergame. Fun die. :) she left at 7.05? Then had dinner, wanted to watch videos, but they won't load. I'm sleepy now, guess I'll sleep soon! ^^

Goodnight!

我从不知道爱你会有那么难，
也许你早已经离开了我的身边，
我和别人不一样， 我会把眼泪往心里藏。
Lyrics of 路长情更长

I (L) MY NEW BLOGSKIN

Gosh! ^^ I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN! xD This is kind of like a motivation for me to blog. xD
I won't be changing my blogskin until a thousand years later, just kidding. I might change if i find a nicer one, but most probably i can't. xD THIS IS SO FREAKING NICE ALREADY! I love whoever created this blogskin. Heheh ^^

History paper was pretty alright, lit too. But science .. Oh well, i'm kind of prepared to fail it terribly. :( Tomorrow is the last paper! MATHS ~ It should be pretty alright, i guess ^^ After the papers, went to mall with vanessa again ^^ Frolick-ed(?) walk around then home-d at around 1:45? ^^

Anyways, when i'm home tomorrow ~ I'll start watching a lot of dramas/shows which i hasn't been able to watch. ^^

List of dramas/whatever i want to watch

• Re-watch Hello Baby
• Re-watch Personal Taste
• Re-watch BOF (maybe)
• ALL the SHINee videos / variety shows i downloaded
• Hi , my sweetheart
• And many many more to be added! ^^

OMG, this holiday is gonna be daebak (Y) ~ I'm gonna enjoy myself this year until i'm dead, then i'll MUG LIKE CRAZY next year. What to do? It's streaming year next year. >: Heheh ^^ Anyways, yupps. I guess i'm gonna edit my blog for awhile more then gonna revise math ~ Might or might not post tomorrow.

Please keep my tagboard and blog alive! Thankyou ~

Is it just me or is it true that we're drifting?
I kind of have the feeling that you're talking about me ytd. -.-

I'll be back in three days time

Hello, just a short post before going to mug! Anyways, sat was pretty much fun with rachel ~ ^^ Compass-ed with her, yepps! ^^ Sunday, mug geog. Morning went to sch myself. -.- Then 8am start test. But unfortunately, whatever i studied didn't come out. -.- I'm prepared to fail, yepps. :D 9:45, school released, when t mall with vanessa. Walked around. NTUC-ed. She bought gummy bears, i bought the sour power sweet and wonka! xD Happy. :D Then home-d. Slept around 3 hours? Heheh.

Tomorrow is history. Have to jiayou already! I can score from SBQ questions (section A). But well, section b is hell yeah. Have to memorise until like shit after i post! Anyways, might be going out with chloe this friday! ^^ Lunch. :D:D Currently on msn with xiu hui & denise. ^^ Happy lah. :)

Kay, i want school faster end. I wanna my 2 months break. Stupid school makes me can't breathe. Anyways, i've already made a list of what to do during the holiday! ^^

Things to do:

• Learn Hangul
• Finish fanfic with CLICK (L)
• Learn "Hello" dance
• Finish reading at least 7 books.
• Clique(L) outing
• Bugis w/ Xiuhui (L)
• Sentosa with Jeraldine & others(L)
• Outing with vanessa and vanesia? (L) ^^

I might edit my that whenever i think of other stuff to do! ^^ Kay, shall go off now. Byebye!

HAPPY ; PISSED OFF. >:

Hello ~ Hello :)
Hello MV was out yesterday, waited for so long before it was released lah! ^^ Was totally spazzing a lot with fel , nisa and celine. LOL. Damn happy :) :) Hope can get my album soon. :D:D
But i'm like, damn pissed off now. -.-
SHINee members better not be in WGM.
SHINee members better not be in WGM.
SHINee members better not be in WGM.
There's news that Onew gonna be in WGM, with seungyeon or whoever is that from KARA lah.
I'll be damn pissed only. -.- AND I HATE KARA LAH. -.- Annoying, stop sticking to SHINee. -.-
F(x) also. Zzz. I only like Victoria in F(x) lah, this is so damn fail. -.-
*Sigh*

WHATEVER, I'm going off now. Pffffffffffffffffffffft. -.-

Hello~ Hello~ I LOVE SHINee TO THE VERY MAX

WATCHED MUSIC BANK! SHINee's COMEBACK STAGE IS THE BEST MAN! I KIND OF OVER-SPAZZED AND I'M GONNA DIE ANY MINUTE, SO YEAH. HAHAHAHA. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY ALBUM. OMG. OMG. :P:P Key's Wink and JongHyun's Wink is damn daebak. ONEW'S HAIR <3

Kay! Finally chilled. Heheh. :P I can't relax at all lah. Having pizza for dinner :D:D
Met Chloe Tan for lunch just now :):) OMGOMGOMG.
Istillcan'tgetovermySHINee <3 Gotta go now. :) BYEBYE.

AND SHINee is mine, CHERYL, DON'T YOU DARE SNATCH. HEHEH :P:P